Fie for Thought
Friday, September 28, 2007
Army museum's finally opened and our job there's done. Finally! And we're gonna celebrate it with a team dinner tomorrow. Hoho. I feel the satisfaction of being a part of something so big. If I go there in the future, I can truthfully say that I partly responsible to make the museum a reality.
The satisfaction is worth the effort, sweat and exhaustion. We're all in smiles. Now for the next major project - Lasalle auditorium. Where I'm in charge. Here we go again.
Its been a tiring yet cheerful month. Never had so much fun and laughter, with people that I've just met or friend's friend. So little time free, had to make the most of it. Working on the day, partying at night, sleeping 4 hours, twice a week. Not to mention fasting.
Amidst all the fun, I missed loving and being loved.
The satisfaction is worth the effort, sweat and exhaustion. We're all in smiles. Now for the next major project - Lasalle auditorium. Where I'm in charge. Here we go again.
Its been a tiring yet cheerful month. Never had so much fun and laughter, with people that I've just met or friend's friend. So little time free, had to make the most of it. Working on the day, partying at night, sleeping 4 hours, twice a week. Not to mention fasting.
Amidst all the fun, I missed loving and being loved.
Monday, September 24, 2007
GIMME A GUN FOR GOODNESS SAKE! A GUN! I WANNA SHOOT THE FUCKING KNNBCCB STRAY DOGS OUTSIDE! FUCKING WANNA STRANGLE THEM AND SWING THEM AROUND BY THEIR NECKS!
It's 134am now and these dogs are making one hell of a racket out there. There goes my good night's sleep! ARGH! I HATE DOGS!
It's 134am now and these dogs are making one hell of a racket out there. There goes my good night's sleep! ARGH! I HATE DOGS!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Ok. This is tiring. Very tiring. Fasting and working. Haha. Yes, I am tired, and when I get tired, soon I'll get tired of stuffs. And when I get tired of stuffs I'll usually just throw it aside and don't bother. =)
Which is gonna be the priority in life, and which is gonna be just an opinion? Can someone actually walk on several paths at the same time?
Questions, questions. Why can't I answer some questions even though the answer is in my head? =/ Hmmm.
Which is gonna be the priority in life, and which is gonna be just an opinion? Can someone actually walk on several paths at the same time?
Questions, questions. Why can't I answer some questions even though the answer is in my head? =/ Hmmm.
Friday, September 14, 2007
Fasting month starts. Gosh, I'm tired. My mind's still hyper but my body just don't wanna move. Lol. I smile for a sec, I'll be nodding off to sleep the next sec. Wanna run up the stairs, end up sitting down halfway. Lol. Gotta get use to this low energy thingie and conserve.
Hopefully it won't be so tiring on the gig days. =)
Hopefully it won't be so tiring on the gig days. =)
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Sunday, September 09, 2007
I woke up today, feeling fresh and well rest. It's a sunny Sunday and everyone's home. My little bro's doing his online homework on my laptop while I lay down beside him. Its 2+pm. I felt restless. Went in and out of the kitchen. Didn't know what I want. Wasn't looking for food either. So I went back to bed and watch my little bro do his homework.
Suddenly I heard my mum screamed and a loud thud was heard. It sounded like as if something big has fallen outside from above. It sounded like someone fell. I looked out the window and saw a chinese woman wearing red top and jeans lying on the floor, her head bloodied. Immediately, I dashed out of my room and out of my house, while telling my parents to call the police. When I went down, there were two women, both from PRC. I helped one of them, who wasn't that badly injured to the nearby house and asked the people living there to help her while I attend to the other woman. A few passerby walked pass that area. I shouted at them for ambulance but they either ignored me or walk briskly away. From her eyes I can see that she's shocked and scared. She told me not to called the police, which my dad already did when I left the house.
Soon the other neighbours were out of their houses wondering what's going on. I asked for a towel to wipe the blood of her forehead. She had a deep cut on her forehead. Her left hand and leg were twisted in an awkward position. After wiping the blood I used the towel as a cushion for her head. While waiting for the ambulance she held on to my hand with her right hand. Just before she was carried away by the ambulance attendance, she looked at me and said, "Thank you." I smiled.
When I walked back to the crowd, what I hear just disappoint me greatly. I hear people saying "China people are stupid." "They wanna jump and die don't do it here." And all the cruel stuff. It's really very sad to hear that. And they've got the cheek to make fun of the 2 women.
They didn't want us to call the police because they're very scared to get into trouble. They're either on work permits or PRs. After the shock of falling, fear just come in naturally. People just don't understand. They're humans too, no matter where they come from. And they deserve to be treated the same way. It goes for all other people out there. Yes people may be rude selfless, or in some cases, brainless, but you gotta understand that they're either don't care or don't understand the actions that they do. If they don't care, then don't bother. Don't be like them. If they don't understand, be patient, they'll learn.
Sigh. Its really sad. Its damn hard to be nice and caring to everyone. And today, I've seen pure ignorance, cruelty in people.
Suddenly I heard my mum screamed and a loud thud was heard. It sounded like as if something big has fallen outside from above. It sounded like someone fell. I looked out the window and saw a chinese woman wearing red top and jeans lying on the floor, her head bloodied. Immediately, I dashed out of my room and out of my house, while telling my parents to call the police. When I went down, there were two women, both from PRC. I helped one of them, who wasn't that badly injured to the nearby house and asked the people living there to help her while I attend to the other woman. A few passerby walked pass that area. I shouted at them for ambulance but they either ignored me or walk briskly away. From her eyes I can see that she's shocked and scared. She told me not to called the police, which my dad already did when I left the house.
Soon the other neighbours were out of their houses wondering what's going on. I asked for a towel to wipe the blood of her forehead. She had a deep cut on her forehead. Her left hand and leg were twisted in an awkward position. After wiping the blood I used the towel as a cushion for her head. While waiting for the ambulance she held on to my hand with her right hand. Just before she was carried away by the ambulance attendance, she looked at me and said, "Thank you." I smiled.
When I walked back to the crowd, what I hear just disappoint me greatly. I hear people saying "China people are stupid." "They wanna jump and die don't do it here." And all the cruel stuff. It's really very sad to hear that. And they've got the cheek to make fun of the 2 women.
They didn't want us to call the police because they're very scared to get into trouble. They're either on work permits or PRs. After the shock of falling, fear just come in naturally. People just don't understand. They're humans too, no matter where they come from. And they deserve to be treated the same way. It goes for all other people out there. Yes people may be rude selfless, or in some cases, brainless, but you gotta understand that they're either don't care or don't understand the actions that they do. If they don't care, then don't bother. Don't be like them. If they don't understand, be patient, they'll learn.
Sigh. Its really sad. Its damn hard to be nice and caring to everyone. And today, I've seen pure ignorance, cruelty in people.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
3days of celebration. Freaking awesome birthday! (Except the saman of course -.-)
Here's the secret. On sat went out with Michy for our pre and post birthday dinner at "My secret garden"! Awesome place, deliciously yummy food and uber cool environment. After that we have our cake cutting at, of all places, the park in between SMU. We can't even light the candles because it was too windy. But what the heck! FUN! After that Michy pulled me along to go CLUBBING at St James Boiler. YES! ME, CLUBBING! WTF? Ironically, it was freaking fun! The right company just makes it damn fun. =) Danced till 4am. Non-stop. Haha! Oh yah, got to grind with 2 girls. Wakaka!
Sunday's chalet/bbq plan was canceled because the chalet was full. The back up plan was booking the rooftop of Amirah's grill but that was full too. So in the end, I just met up with Wan, Yk and Leila for our quiet dinner at Al-Azhar. Met Jason later on and we chilled at the void deck near my place, playing guitar. Oh and I've got a present from YK and Leila. Take a look at this.
What the fucking fuck is that!? I'll let you guess it. ;)
Monday was suppose to be my leave day but had to go back to work for some handing over shit. Went off after lunch to crash in Yk's lecture. Damn I missed studying. After that went to meet Leila at Woodlands to chill before I went off to meet Michy, Jia Hao and Clara at Holland Village. Thanks to Seoky I took the wrong bus and ended up at Jalan Bukit Merah. You owe me lunch Seoker. Heh. So yah meet up with them at The Coffee Connoisseur, not The Coffee Club, for dinner. Surprise, surprise. They've got me a chip and dale handphone accessory and a black, elongated cat face pillow/massager that make a farting sound when its turned on. I shall repeat that again. A black, elongated cat face pillow/massager that make a farting sound when its turned on. I was stunned for a few minutes. But anyway, thanks for the gift!!! Its my bolster now. =x
When I came home that night, my family wished me happy birthday on the stroke of midnight and gave me my presents and a birthday card. What they wrote in it touched me deeply. These are what they wrote:
Mum: Never forget that I'll always be there with you. Love you always and you'll always be in my heart.
Sister: For my bro that's always quiet. You're a great brother. Smile and talk more at home ok? I need a brother to share my problems with!
Youngest bro: (As how he wrote it himself.) Happy birthday Abang Pipi!!! Thank you for send and take me to school!!! Talk to me please!!!!!!!! From: Syakir
2nd bro: A cool, quiet and calm bro you always have been. Hope that your guitar skills will be better like.. SLASH! Brothers always.
I kinda shed a tear when I read it. I've been neglecting them. Minding my own business and just kept quiet. Especially my youngest bro and my sister. Sometimes I felt that they wanna talk to me, but somehow didn't. Syakir have always been trying to play with me. I did play with him but sometimes I was too tired to entertain him for long. My sis, I think when she look at how her friends mingle easily with their bros make her feel sad that she can't talk to her own. My bro yan, though he looks like he prefers to be alone at times, he does have stuffs I felt he wanna share or talk about like normal brothers do.
And finally, my mum. Always concern, always there to give me a kiss on both cheeks whenever I wanna go out. Never before she forgets to do that. She knows nothing much of her eldest son, but she does know his character. You know I love you. How else can you explain the reason why I never ever quarreled or scold you? I don't shout at you too. No matter how pissed, irritated or emotionally unstable. I did raised my voice before but I felt terrible after that. I've never let you down on anything that I've promised you with and I don't break my promises. Hopefully, I can gain your full trust on taking care of myself. Love you lots mum.
At the end of it all, my birthday wish came true. I wished for a smooth sailing, memorable birthday. Its been quite some time since I had so much fun on my birthday, I've forgotten how it felt like. Thank you so much for such a wonderful time. It wouldn't had happened if it weren't for you guys. You guys are the best. I'll remember this birthday dearly. Thank you so very much!
Here's the secret. On sat went out with Michy for our pre and post birthday dinner at "My secret garden"! Awesome place, deliciously yummy food and uber cool environment. After that we have our cake cutting at, of all places, the park in between SMU. We can't even light the candles because it was too windy. But what the heck! FUN! After that Michy pulled me along to go CLUBBING at St James Boiler. YES! ME, CLUBBING! WTF? Ironically, it was freaking fun! The right company just makes it damn fun. =) Danced till 4am. Non-stop. Haha! Oh yah, got to grind with 2 girls. Wakaka!
Sunday's chalet/bbq plan was canceled because the chalet was full. The back up plan was booking the rooftop of Amirah's grill but that was full too. So in the end, I just met up with Wan, Yk and Leila for our quiet dinner at Al-Azhar. Met Jason later on and we chilled at the void deck near my place, playing guitar. Oh and I've got a present from YK and Leila. Take a look at this.
What the fucking fuck is that!? I'll let you guess it. ;)
Monday was suppose to be my leave day but had to go back to work for some handing over shit. Went off after lunch to crash in Yk's lecture. Damn I missed studying. After that went to meet Leila at Woodlands to chill before I went off to meet Michy, Jia Hao and Clara at Holland Village. Thanks to Seoky I took the wrong bus and ended up at Jalan Bukit Merah. You owe me lunch Seoker. Heh. So yah meet up with them at The Coffee Connoisseur, not The Coffee Club, for dinner. Surprise, surprise. They've got me a chip and dale handphone accessory and a black, elongated cat face pillow/massager that make a farting sound when its turned on. I shall repeat that again. A black, elongated cat face pillow/massager that make a farting sound when its turned on. I was stunned for a few minutes. But anyway, thanks for the gift!!! Its my bolster now. =x
When I came home that night, my family wished me happy birthday on the stroke of midnight and gave me my presents and a birthday card. What they wrote in it touched me deeply. These are what they wrote:
Mum: Never forget that I'll always be there with you. Love you always and you'll always be in my heart.
Sister: For my bro that's always quiet. You're a great brother. Smile and talk more at home ok? I need a brother to share my problems with!
Youngest bro: (As how he wrote it himself.) Happy birthday Abang Pipi!!! Thank you for send and take me to school!!! Talk to me please!!!!!!!! From: Syakir
2nd bro: A cool, quiet and calm bro you always have been. Hope that your guitar skills will be better like.. SLASH! Brothers always.
I kinda shed a tear when I read it. I've been neglecting them. Minding my own business and just kept quiet. Especially my youngest bro and my sister. Sometimes I felt that they wanna talk to me, but somehow didn't. Syakir have always been trying to play with me. I did play with him but sometimes I was too tired to entertain him for long. My sis, I think when she look at how her friends mingle easily with their bros make her feel sad that she can't talk to her own. My bro yan, though he looks like he prefers to be alone at times, he does have stuffs I felt he wanna share or talk about like normal brothers do.
And finally, my mum. Always concern, always there to give me a kiss on both cheeks whenever I wanna go out. Never before she forgets to do that. She knows nothing much of her eldest son, but she does know his character. You know I love you. How else can you explain the reason why I never ever quarreled or scold you? I don't shout at you too. No matter how pissed, irritated or emotionally unstable. I did raised my voice before but I felt terrible after that. I've never let you down on anything that I've promised you with and I don't break my promises. Hopefully, I can gain your full trust on taking care of myself. Love you lots mum.
At the end of it all, my birthday wish came true. I wished for a smooth sailing, memorable birthday. Its been quite some time since I had so much fun on my birthday, I've forgotten how it felt like. Thank you so much for such a wonderful time. It wouldn't had happened if it weren't for you guys. You guys are the best. I'll remember this birthday dearly. Thank you so very much!
