My aunt just had a shoulder operation yesterday! Poor her... She fell in the bathroom and had a tendon tear(youch!) on her shoulder. =( Went to visit her today. Her hand will be slinged for 3mths till the muscle heals. And in the meantime she had to eat painkillers to soothe the pain. =(

But oh well, went over to her house to cook for her sliced fish soup! The least I could do. =/ Hope she likes it. Another of my aunt came over too. So as usual, mid age ladies meet up there'll be lots and lots of chit chatting till there's no tomorrow, even though they talked to each other like every other day. o.o I find that rather amazing.

Anyways! My younger bro got back his tests results!! Awww I'm proud of him. For a damn difficult English and Maths papers he gets abv 70% for both. Mind you he's only 8yrs old. I've got alot to say about him! Will post in the next blog entry. OH YES! I just found out he knows how to use a chopsticks, THE PROPER WAY! Lol! Uploading a pic of that!

That's for today folks! I've decided to spent my birthday at Hilton hotel's cafe with my 'daughter'. Quiet and peaceful! yay!

  ¶ 1:05 AM

 

Its the clean-my-room month and yes I'm cleaning and re-arranging my whole room. You have no idea how much dust accumulate at those hidden spots!

Hmm. Talk about hidden spots, there are hidden memories that I've found. Memories like during my army days. Those were fun. Lotsa pictures, short videos of silly us. Miss the guys.

Then its the nostalgic stuffs. Stuffs during my technical college years. Haha. DAMN I was a geek + nurt! Haha. To think of it, these were like.. 5 years old!

And lastly, memories of the heart. I found 2 letters. Letters that brings a smile to my face even till today. Reminds me what is it like to fall in love, and to be loved. Reminds me that I'm just a normal guy who yearns for love. I've never regretted being with you, no matter how much pain and suffering you've caused. All I know is that, for a moment in my life, being with you was the happiest moments of my life, and that you were my adorable little kitten. I'm keeping my only existing memory of love safely, hidden. =)

Ah emo shits outta way! MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING! But.. hmmm... I don't wanna have a big celebration. =/ I've cancelled the club outing that I've arranged like 6mths back. =x Maybe a small dinner at a quiet place with my close friends? Or bbq/cooking day? Or maybe just slacking somewhere with good cigs and music? Gosh.... wish someone would plan for me... Hehehe!

Ok! Enough babbling! Back to cleaning!  ¶ 1:30 AM

  Gah... Doc says try not to eat the usual amount of sugar the next few days, for the body to adjust to the new insulin that has been injected. Sheesh. It was the weakest days of my life! Plus fever, flu, sore throat. OMG! I was dead half of Saturday and the whole of Sunday. Monday felt freaking heavy, and Tuesday felt awfully cold. And finally, today I woke up feeling normal, though still kinda lethargic and sleepy. Zzz.

Don't you hate sleeping? I find it's a waste of time. Yes, we need rest but for 1/3 of our lives resting is sleeping? I wish we don't need to sleep. Won't it be nice? Think of the many things we can do in that 8-7 hours. Normally I'll sleep 5-6 hours, max 7. So much things to do. Bleah.

And yay, I've got another crush. So fun. Time to shoo the crush away. So fun... -.-  ¶ 11:27 PM

  Its wrong.. Very wrong. All of what had happened couldn't have happened at a much worse timing. 1 by 1, they are revealed. This keeps happening, soon there'll be nothing much left. What's the point? There's no point, just self preservation. Its all about one's importance and one's clique which shared or have an influence on one's views and perspective.


Sigh, there is a need for isolation to clear the mind of extremities of thoughts. It is best, at appropriate times, to be alone. Maybe for the sake of others, or maybe for the sake of oneself. The less interaction the less conflicts, the less conflicts the more happiness.  ¶ 12:07 AM

  Oh gosh. Its 445am and I'm reading a, here goes, Japanese romance book! Yes, you've read it right. I'm reading romance. Sadly, the book was the sad romance type. Kinda similar to Romeo & Juliet theme; 1 couple, thorn between two sides of a clan, not destined to be together.

Its about the Shinobis back in 1618. Two clans that just can't get along with each other. So yeah fight fight here and there at the same time "Romeo" and "Juliet" are confused about themselves. So in the end "Romeo" had to sacrifice himself to make "Juliet" plea to Mr. Tokugawa to stop the destruction of their village. To convince the Emperor, "Juliet" poked both her eyes(ouw) with her fingers and beg for him to stop the army from destroying the village.

So yeah I'm summarizing it down as un-romantically as I can. This story actually made me teared. Gosh.... And I like the book. Well, I guess I found a new liking; reading romance books.

Spread the sibeh love peeps.  ¶ 4:46 AM

  First to get the food...
Then made our way down
Got caught in a silly jam on the way...

The dumb-dumb cab driver took a super long way! *blah*

The weather was great
The breeze blew
The sun was up
Walked around a bit

We found a nice shelter to settle down

And started preparing our make shift pit!


Setting up the fire...
The guys always get bullied to do this.


All the yummy food we bought!
Not too bad for a last min thing...



After much much effort....



The fire got going and we were ready to cook!

Simple but yummy!

"Wah... SibeH Golden brown!"
(Our joke)

And surprisingly we were had entertainment too...

So random la....

Yummy food
Great company
Lots of small talks
Stories to share
And nice music playing....

We ate and ate and ate....
Everything was just enough

And we were satisfied!


And focus on what makes you happy!

I hope you're feeling better now. =)
"That's what friends are for..."  ¶ 3:16 AM

  Phrase of the year.


"SIBEYYY GOLDEN BROWN!"


Thank you. =)


PS: "Y" in the "sibe" for added Kao-ness.  ¶ 2:23 AM