I feel cheated! How could you? Gah. Oh well...


I'm moving on, hopefully, to this new company, but still in the AV line, called Nete2 Asia. Two of Singapore's top AV men are inside and one of them offered me the job. If I do get in, I'll be the youngest project engineer. Lol.

The financial sector's hitting a bad turn currently. I don't know if I'm lucky or what but I was intending to go into that line. Another line I wanted to go to was the oil industry. Its not going well too. And coincidentally, when I send in my resume, it was then they suddenly halt all recruitment. Talk about coincidence. =/

So yeah, now I'm back in the AV line, but in a higher level. I guess this is the line for me then. The position I'll held if I get in will be Project Engineer (Sound system specialist). I was kinda surprise that the rest of the engineers didn't have a good background on sound, but they had a solid background on integrated AV/IT systems, which was what the company was focusing. But they're lacking in the pro-sound department which is dominated by my ex company and a few other companies.

Yup. I'll be doing sound again. I just wished they'd agree to pay the amount I'm asking. Oh well. Whatever it is, 3 years is the time span I have right now to achieve something that I've promised myself to achieve. 3 years. Seems a long way but it isn't.  ¶ 6:45 PM

  1 and a half weeks passed and still my wrist is hurting. This is becoming a nuisance. All because of shit IPPT. I'd love to migrate to another country as soon as I am able to. Its too damn boring here. The people are so sensitive and close-minded. The government is controlling every damn shit, which includes to what we want to say. Freedom? More like confined space.

Kids who want to express their creativity and talent are oftened faced with closed doors and obstacles that are obscene. A great example is this particular friend's friend of mine. Before his NS call up he was starting a business and doing well. NS called him up and his business was disrupted. In the end he had to start all over again and not doing AS WELL as he had 2 YEARS back. In fact, he's struggling now. To me its a waste of talent, time and effort. Not to mention the confidence lost and the loyalty to the country.

The particular old parenting thinking of study and study and study in schools to get your degrees in the usual categories is another obstacle. Yes, they care for your future, but most don't really care what you want to do. Therefore sometimes hidden talents are left undiscovered.

Possible places to go; Europe, the states and Aussie. Like a friend said, its a do or die action. We'll die in the end anyway, so why not make the death a little more interesting.  ¶ 2:29 AM

 

What the fuck is this??

"Oh its the schematic of the place. Sorry la, my drafting no good."

This doesn't mean your drafting sucks. This just means that you don't give a fuck, don't know a single fuck, can't be fucking bothered, fucking lazy or just fucking dumb. This was done by an ENGINEER with a fucking DEGREE who dress up nicely in OFFICE ATTIRE, thinking he's the BIGGEST FUCK in the whole world.

Let me tell you why I'm so fucking pissed off. If you know me well, I hate to waste time, hate disorganised work and fucking hate people who pretend to be a damn fucking KING. And this is also a good example to show pure racism at work.

Imagine this. You're called to work and complete it ASAP. So you came to the work site. Everything seemed in place and ready for work to start. As usual, checking of equipments and work to be done, troubles that might arise. After just 15mins of checking, I just stop checking and sit on the floor playing my chatting MSN on my IPhone. 1 by 1 the problem arise and the missing equipments noted down. Not to mention new equipments that are required for the system to be whole.

Cables to be run. Our Mr. Handsome Engineer attend the site meeting where he was suppose to bring up matters and request to the main consultant on obstacles that may be needed to be handled by the other contractors. When we came in, everything was "done". Simple thing like asking the carpenter to provide us an opening for the cable to run through, which is common sense, and it was not done. I just felt like fuck care everything and sleep. Which I did for 15mins. In the end, the coordination work was done by us, cable pulling by us, re-designing the "schematic" by us.

This is why I don't wanna continue in this industry. And about the racism thing, this company hired someone like our Mr. Handsome Engineer, but reject good people like my friend who has 10years of working experience and knowledgeable. Why? Because he's a malay. As simple as that. That company has no malay workers. And they don't trust our work even though we've done a number of projects for them flawlessly. Sigh.

I should go to bed. Felt good just babbling out this bullshit.

  ¶ 12:05 AM

 

Oh boy. Went to the doc for check up. It's been 6 days since the pain came about. Went for an x-ray check and fortunately there's no fractured bones. Doc said my ligaments were strained therefore it'll take about 2 weeks to recover fully. The pain is unbearable at times so luckily doc gave me painkillers.

Gah. Guess there won't be any guitaring, drumming, gaming for awhile. Zz. This is gonna be a boring recovery.

  ¶ 9:32 PM

  Here are the pics for the special dinner! =)

Death-by-chocolate is like the most awesome shit ever. 2 days passed and I can still recall the taste in my mouth clearly. Yes, that's how nice it was. Oh and the hari raya cake too. Hehe.




Nice place, nostalgic, memorable and happy. =)


We're always smiling and laughing each time we met. even though at times we talked about serious stuffs, the smiles and laughter are still there. Lets keep it that way. =)

And here's a cute pic drawn by a daughter of mine... so damn cute... awww..


=)  ¶ 3:53 PM

  Its been a great birthday. =) Last year's was great. This year was full of happiness. Really touched me deep inside.

  ¶ 11:59 PM