Last Sin

What am I doing?
Why am I here??
There's no reason to live!
That's been made clear!!

Why try and fake it?
I know there's no use!
I'M LOSING MY MIND!!!
Can't take the abuse...

I try and do right,
But right appears wrong!!
Has it always been like this?
This way all along??

My friends are my foes
And only God knows
Why they must exchange
Their hate for my woe

I've nowhere to turn
No guide, no friend
No one, nothing
No beginning, no end

I've tried to explain
To set the records straight
But it doesn't matter
Their view won't abate

Dear God, I beg you
I plead, I implore
Let me sleep
And awake no more

I gave them my all
But it wasn't enough
Forgive me my sin
My last sin of...
  ¶ 10:46 PM