I have to congratulate myself today. This is so amazing. Never thought it would happened but it happened anyway.
I FUCKING SNAPPED!
Woohoo! Ain't that great?! After so long. Damn there's another thing that happened too! I've snapped at my mum!! For the 1st time in my life! What a day this is! Congratulations Fie! What the hell was that! Luckily my logical brain asked me to go home by myself or I'm sure I'd snapped at the band too. Gee. Nice work brain. Would award you with a gift soon ya. What a day. What a day... Sigh......
I'm so damn SORRY.Sorry guys. Didn't meant to walk away from you guys. I didn't want to snap at you all. Sorry
MUM. Please forgive me. I didn't mean to shout at you. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I've been a bad son and I didn't mean to do that. I shed a tear typing this. Please forgive me. I'm sorry
DAD for not being able to be myself when you bring the whole family out to play bowling. I'm sorry
MY LIL BRO SYAKIR for not playing as much as I do with you and shoo-ing you out of my room whenever you wanted to come in to play with me. I'm sorry
MY 2nd BRO YAN for not even wishing you happy birthday on your birthday and didn't get you anything. I'm sorry
My Sis hani for ignoring you whenever you tried to talk to me. I'm sorry
NURA for all the trouble I've caused you by approaching you. I'm sorry
YK for letting you worry about dumb me and almost snapping at you at certain times. I'm sorry
WAN for being in a bad mood after getting you your birthday present. I'm sorry
JASON for wasting your time babbling about my problems. I'm sorry
FIZA for dragging you down from work just because I needed someone to talk to. I'm sorry
SYIDAH for dragging you down from work too. I'm sorry
SEOK for calling you in the middle of the night just to talk and disturb you. I'm sorry
YUNI for disturbing you with my problems even though I know you're having problems on your own with your BF. I'm sorry
ELLE for not being my usual cheerful self and been turning to you just to smile. I'm sorry
RABANI for disturbing you during work and after with my endless worries and problems.
Lastly, I'm sorry to everyone whom I've caused hurt, trouble and pulled you down from your happy lives. I've let you all down. I hope all of you forgive me. And I thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for being there for me. Thank you so much. I really appreciate it. Please give me some time to be back to my normal cheerful self. I promise.
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*Left this portion out today. I hope all goes well*
