Gah. Still tired. What's wrong with me. =/ Anyway, I slept at 7am yesterday. Lol. The stupid night shift thingy is really screwing up my body clock big time. Hmm, but quite fun eh. I don't see much of the sun. Gah, I hate the sun. Sheesh. Woke up at 1345 but I doubt I would wake up that 'early' if I hadn't set my alarm. Went to meet Wan to get the gig DVDs. Oh I'll post it up on youtube once I get it in my com.
After meeting Wan, I drop by at Candice's workplace to pass her the DVD. Eh you looked in a mess can? Panda eyes all. -.- Oh, she work at this Zara outlet at Taka which I always walk pass there to go to the library at Orchard, and I didn't know it was there. How observant I am. Zz.
Spent the rest of the day composing. Damn I've got so many ideas, I can't decide which one to play and which one not to play. Lol. Wish I can spend the whole year with the band composing music. =X Ok I asked too much. I missed jamming. I missed talking cock together somewhere, anywhere. I missed my life. Lets live again shall we? I'm giving it all, for music. Not anything else. =D
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Am I stupid? I'm too soft eh? I'm giving in too much eh? Sigh. Can't do anything about it. Its my nature. Sometimes I hate it. In this cruel world, being soft and you won't survive for long. But being soft and giving at times will bring you happiness in no other way possible. Its a good risk to take.
But even my softness and my patience won't be able to conceal and hide the hatred that I had for someone. I tried all I can, and its still there. Hating isn't me at all and its a feeling I wish we all could abolish. But this is one hatred that will remain inside of me forever. I repeat that, forever. I'm just happy I could contain it within me. Not many can. Be glad I could. Or you're dead already. That I won't deny. Reminiscing what I was in the past, you're one lucky person. Lucky that I've changed into what I am now. So don't be cocky about anything and annoy me, ok? Be happy that you get what you want. =)
PS: Nura, don't know if you know the F language but here goes. Fa'afepe faukau facafapkap femefangmang febefultul. Fekefamafarafanhan fidifer'er femefangmang fetefaptap fa'aferder fedefatkat fadafamlam fa'afuku. Hope you understand. LOL!
