I'm tired. Gah. Felt so damn lethargic. Its those days where you just don't want to do anything and just sit somewhere in the corner of your room and do quiet little things like reading a book, draw some sketches or play the guitar.. Ok wait, maybe not that quiet. Reached home from camp feeling damn tired, yet not sleepy (I'm working night shift on my duties 8pm-8am. zz.). I just dump all the clothes into the washer and off to my room to slack with my guitar. Sheesh.
Maybe I need to spice up my life abit eh? Haha. Michy actually asked me to go to Ministry of Sound. Wrong person to ask eh. Maybe I should start back my gaming life? Or maybe start back playing badminton? But with who seh? I want to try and be more socialized, make more friends. But how seh? Haha. An anti-social guy by nature trying to be social. Michy voluteered to help. Yes. Michy. You help Daddy eh? I think your friends all roll away. Remember last year when I went over your birthday dinner? Did I actually spoke to anyone I didn't know already? Lol. And someone actually said I look like a secondary school kid. -.- Bleah.
I can't help it eh. People said that if you wanna socialize then just be friendly and don't be shy. I'm in a group and I prefer listening to what they have to say then say stuffs myself. To me its part of knowing the people in the group. Just hearing and looking at them. But the talking to them part is abit hard eh. Maybe Its just me cause I have a straight face. But what to do seh? Keep smiling like some retarded... Wait, this reminds me of someone. LOL OOPs? =X Anywayyyy, so yeap. Somebody please give me a dose of not-shy potion so I can be totally crazy and freak the hell out of people. Its socializing, isn't it? People will know me as some crazy guy, rather than not know me at all? =D
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Sometimes, reality tends to pull back to Earth when you're flying high in the sky. The thought of being up there and staying there is great, but one way or another, what goes up must come down. Its the fact. To be down on Earth, here lowly and down, isn't always a bad thing. Its a balance we all must have. Our highs, our lows. Our ups, our downs. You may want to fly high and stay there, but sometimes you'll need someone to pull you back down, so that you can see what is happening below the clouds, to understand it. It isn't wrong to be wanting to fly high all the time. Its a good thing to be doing that. But just remember flying takes alot of energy. Are you prepared with the all that huge energy and stress?
Come down once awhile. Don't be scared. There's nothing to be afraid of. You don't have to tell the whole world. There is a secret place where you can land and take a look around. Relief yourself, and fly again. I'll always make that place ready for you. =)
