Sometimes, you just have to do something although you don't want to do it. Its called sacrifice. To make things better, or to hope it'll be better. No one with the sane mind would sacrifice something to make things worse. Everyone had made sacrifices in their lifetime. To feel the pain of loosing something or accepting something. It depends on whether you have the courage to make that sacrifice or not.

In a change of subject, some actions people make seemed right and no wrong to them. Its a person's own view that shapes the world he or she lives in. In reality, there is no right or wrong. Its whether we can accept it in our lives or not. Hitler sees it right to kill all Jews. To others, its utherly evil. US president Bush sees it right to attack Iraq, while many others oppose that action. To get Hussein out of Iraq and stop his dictorship is a right thing. To enter war to settle the stuff is a wrong thing.

So this brings us ask the question, what is wrong and right? Its an illusion created among ourselves to have a guideline on our lives to live the so called "right" way. Its up to the individual's choice.

I felt really bad now. But I did the right thing, well right to me at least. I hope all goes well now. Hate me now. Hate me forever. Its a sacrifice I've made. To make you hate me.

It hurts too much seeing you like this. Better for me to run away then stay and endure it. Go on now. Hate me. We're strangers now. For what it's worth, I hope you'll be happier with your new life. Best wishes from me, Fie.


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