First and foremostly, I wanna clear some stuffs that's been disturbing and confusing people. I took a break from the band, I wanna have my time alone. Not because I wanna disband TEG. I never even thought of that.
I'm taking this break and doing the stuffs that I used to do, spending time alone or just catching up on my other hobbies. We're in NS, man. Time is just too little for us to do our own stuffs. Taking a break doesn't mean you all would go all depressed and bored over it. Look at it in a different way. Spend sometime catching up on other stuffs. I know you guys cared for me on what I'm going through and I appreciate that, but I now need my time alone. I'm still recuperating. So please understand.
I don't find jamming boring. I enjoy the music we make, no doubt about that, and I look forward to make music with you guys. About guitaring, I'm still playing the guitar everyday, in camp or at home, but I'm playing a wide variety of stuffs. I play the guitar for the music, but I'm still very much in love with the drums. I would love to learn other instruments, though, but the love for drums just drowns out everything. I know I sucked at it, but there's never a day where I would not air drum to a song. So you guys don't have to worrry. I'm still a Metalhead and still very much a Guard.
I know all of you missed jamming. I'm sorry about that, although saying sorry won't make much of a difference, so I asked of you all to give me sometime, at least a month, before we get together and jam again.
Lastly, its nobody's fault that this happened. Its fate. Just take it as a test to us. Forgive, learn and forget. I chose to take the break. Bad things do happen. We just have to suck it all up. I'm sucking this shit up but will take awhile. In the meantime, I don't want you guys to be smelling this shit, so just take care of yourself and enjoy. I'm sure there are things that needs some catching up.
Once again, I'm very sorry about the misunderstandings and confusion I've caused. I'm honestly trying my best to be back to normal. Appreciate the care and concern. I guess we're a family after all, but even families need to take time off from each other. 1 more thing. Please, have fun doesn't mean getting yourself drunk and killing yourself in an accident. -.- Take care dudes. Be seeing yall back in TEG soon. \m/
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Guess I have no one to open up to,
other than myself.
