Yessaaaahhhhhhhhh!! Get my damn back pay! Total $1.2k! Muahaha! Time to shop. That Puma shoes are gonna be mine. That Lee jeans are so mine too. Heh. Still thinking about getting a guitar or camera 1st. Still need to get new glasses. New look man! Its the new Fie! Heh.
Since people say I have a very strong 'mat' accent then... ok lah sial! I talk like mat ah sial! Going shopping lah tomorrow sial! Power sial! Get the nice Puma shoe sial! Eh yah. Meeting my daughter Michy sial! 1 year sial never see her! Long sial! Now then get to see sial! Then we go shoot pictures everywhere sial! Fun lah sial! Eh sial ah, how can I forget about milkshakes and cheesecakes sial! Gonna have lots of those sial! Power lah sial! Eh I'm beginning to sound damn irritating sial. Should stop all the 'sials' sial. But cannot sial. Mat talk every sentence got 'sial', sial. Sial ah. Then now I've suddenly become Lyn's 'best friend' sial! Power lah bodoh, sial!
Ok enough.
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I wonder what's on a few people's mind right now. Kinda bothers me that sometimes I wonder too much that I got carried away by my thoughts and end up thinking too much. Then I'll suddenly become crazy or quiet. Psycho. People have been telling me to stop smoking, saying I ain't looking any better or cooller by smoking it, its killing me slowly, its a waste of money and it stinks.
I started because it calms myself. It doesn't make me high. It makes me have a migraine and stops me from thinking. I started the last time because of the same reason. If you guys don't like it then I'm sorry. I don't wanna be down and emotional most of the time. I'll stop when I stop. Not now. Especially when I'm in army with nothing much to do but sit/stand there and think. Can't even read anything. Sometimes I even sing out loud any song that come into my mind just to stop thinking. A crazy MP singing alone in the middle of the night. Weirdo.
