Have you ever had a period of time where you don't know what your brain is trying to think about? Its totally in a mess that you can't really see what you are actually think about and all you can do is just sit and listen to the music that's playing.

Haha. Yes, it sounds nonsensical, but its happening to me. As I'm typing now, my head's thinking of stuffs - from music to heart matters to NS. But I can't pinpoint what exactly I'm thinking about. I give ya an example. I play the guitar, say playing heaven and hell, I'm concentrating on the guitar but there are things in my head that's thinking of other stuffs. Like a background program running in your computer and lags it but you don't know what program is it. Weird? I think so. I can't multitask now, will lag.

With all these happening, of course, I'll get confused sometimes. Don't know what I wanna do, where I wanna go. Oh well, maybe tiring myself out could help. Ciao.


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Crushed Red

The moon hangs still
In the red
Against the dark of
The starless night
Like a long since
Murdered marionette
Levitating
No strings attached
Life dripping
Listless from beneath
The crushed wishes
Of the heart
Like pressed blood roses
Eternally precious
Untouchable
Their elixir lies
As if under glass
Impenetrable
Forever  ¶ 1:46 AM