In many views, it seems that things around you just turn in directions which you're just uncomfortable to follow with, forcing you to maintain your general direction and just go.

Its happening again. Oh, well.

I don't deny your efforts to repair the friendship. I can see that. Out of frustration, I guessed we just part our own ways, for our own sake. I won't bother you with my irritating, fickle-minded self. Putting the past aside is easy when you're feelings already faded. Its easier to just move on and be happy. No emotions distracting you every morning you wake up, every night you went to sleep. No thoughts.

Please, tell me, how do I erase or not think of stuffs that I think in my head? If there is a way, please tell me. I would do anything to get it all off my head. And the more I stayed as friends the more I'll start thinking. Driving me crazy at certain points of time. Active mind? Childish is the right word I guess.

Accepting its impossible between us, I do. I just can't accept the change of person, the friend, that I knew. People change, they do. Friendship between us is impossible. So let us part ways before I come up with some more bullshit. Your apologies are forgiven. I apologize for my childishness and all sorts of headaches I gave you. All the best.  ¶ 11:47 PM