Argh! My bad dream is haunting me since I woke up!! Argh!
This is the 1st time ever that I had a bad dream and I woke up sweating and panting.
Let me tell you guys about this "wonderful" dream.
Just before I went to sleep after duty, I switched on my handphone and read my smses. I received an sms from Jason saying that he's leaving for India. Didn't get the chance to wish him goodbye. So after that I went to sleep. And the dream starts.
I was going back to camp for duty. The rest of the guys, Sebas, Yk and Jason are going on a holiday trip to somewhere. They're taking a plane. So sadly, I had duty on that period and have to cancel my trip. While on my duty rest, I somehow was video conferencing with them on the plane (I don't know how we could do that but yeah). Sebas was using his msn account to video chat. They were happily disturbing me on how nice the plane was, the flight stewardess was, etc. Then Sebas noticed that they were flying too low to the ground and direct the camera to the plane window. All I could see was water, and that body of water was too close for comfort.
Jason brushed it off saying that the plane's gonna climb to higher altitude soon and they were all laughing again. I managed a grim smile on my face. Before I knew it, Sebas was thrown forward to the camera and when he recovered, flames just swept across all 3 of them and connection was cut. You have no idea how freaking shocked I was. Then I had this image of the plane come crashing down in a ball of flames on to some beach where a small village was. After that everything fast forward and I was at a large hall to identify the bodies.
Somehow, the bodies are placed according to their seat numbers. Their seat number were 23-25. 26 was empty. I was suppose to be on that seat. 1st body was Sebas's. Ah fuck, I can't describe the condition. I just recognise the silver ring he was wearing, the one he bought at Plaza Singapura. Next, was Yk's. I recognise the charred earrings he wore. Lastly, was Jason. No mistake about that. The dream fast forward to their funeral. I was watching from afar as the undertakers covered their graves with earth.
Then I woke up.
I was drenched in sweat although the room was air-conditioned. And I was panting as if I just ran 2.4km. Damn dream. The worst nightmare I had. Gah.
On a lighter side, the song "I'm amazed by you" by Tim McGraw is stuck in my head and I kept singing and playing my guitar to it ever since I get home. Damn nice song. Another song that's stuck in my head is "Wherever you will go" by The Calling. Wished I had a good memory so I could memorise the lyrics easily. Getting my acoustic guitar soon. Can't wait to hear the sound of acoustics again. Sorry Dez'ray, I'm two-timing you! Heee. =D
