Here we go again, Fie full of thoughts.

I woke up today lying in bed for an hour. I was thinking about someone. She thought me an important lesson. She taught me how to forgive myself. You can't blame others for influencing you, nor blame others for the mistakes that you've make. It's you who decide to be what you are or do what you've did.

Its not easy to forgive one's self. Its easier to forgive someone else. As humans, we get angry, frustrated, we can't accept that sometimes we make our own mistakes. It'll keep ringing in our head, "No, its not my fault. Its the other person's fault." It may be through on some situations. But when the situation effects your way of living, your emotions, anything to do with yourself, its nobody's fault, except you. That's where we'll learn again, how to be strong.

There are cases where people put the blame on themselves and the pressure or the guilt or whatever is too heavy of a burden for them to carry. That's where people fall. To be strong to stand up and walk again, its hard at times but everyone can do it. Just a matter of time and patience. Friends are the best people to help you stand. Or maybe just something you're in love with ( Dez'ray! I love you! =x ok shut it up).

Ah shit. Can't go on... she's seducing me to play her! Noooooo..............

*Fie fell for the trap of seduction*  ¶ 11:48 AM