Finally, its nearly over and I'm already starting to become a soundman. I've got job offers from Shure and JBL, and other places like SAFRA's radio, which is under Power98. So many that I'm actually spoilt for choice! But I've made up my mind that I'll start slow, and keep learning till I'm confident to move ahead on my own.
Had a good talk with my cousin's side's uncle. He's telling me about what I need to know and stuffs I have to learn. What courses I've got to take that will help me in my job. Courses = money and I don't have much. So I guess I'll work under him for awhile to earn the money. 1st lesson's on Thursday. At the same time, I'll send my resume to some of the companies. Resume's a bitch.
Gonna start a new life soon. Its exciting yet scary at the same time. I can't wait to do the work that I've always wanted to do, yet I'm afraid that I can't keep up. Hmm, I'll take it as a challenge then.
I don't know what to say. There are things that I know and I just kept quiet, whether its a happy thing or a sad thing. Things I expect or predict, and it happens. Even though I somehow knew stuffs are gonna happen, and everytime I'll hoped for it not to happen, it happened anyway and I can't help it but regret that I didn't do anything. Fuck, what am I saying. I hate to do something that affects someone else's life just because I think its good for them. Every life is entitled to its own freedom of choice, how they wanna live their life. Advises are meant as guidelines.
I've listened a lot, and I don't mind listening to more. I'm here to help anyone I am able to, in anyway I can. I don't expect anything except a smile on your face, or a lesson to be learn.
Some stuffs I kept to myself, for many reasons, are better off inside of me.
