Had a heart to heart talk with my mum in the wee hours. We talked about our lives, problems, issues, to better understand each other. We cleared each others doubts and misconceptions. My poor mum.

Gonna talk to the rest of my family on Hari Raya. To better understand each other. I felt it is time for me to do something. Maybe I heed Yk's advice. I'll try to lead. As the eldest of the siblings, the responsibilities of being a big bro has now taken a new lead. That is to take care of the family ties. Of course I'll be extremely nervous and worried about the outcome of it but being 22 years old, I have to share my views as the adult that I already am. To bring the family closer together and understand each other is my objective.

Its surprising in a way after I discussed about anything, I realised the way I talked, the way I express my views to the rest seems so natural. Words just flow out of my mouth, eyes kept reading the body language and facial expression, ears listening to each and everyone's words. Working with people who cares for each other, doing stuffs with people who will pull or push each other when they can't keep up, it brings the mood up and makes it enjoyable to continue even though things are shitty around.


Keep moving. We should all do that.