Nobody likes to be a middleman. You're in this zone where everything you do or say will just bounce back and hit you right in the face. When both parties are friends/colleagues/family, it gets harder to actually resolve the matter.
Out of anger or frustration, people will unconsciously scold someone innocent. That I can understand. But all the time? Being blamed, scolded or even neglect? I don't know what to do sometimes instead I'll either just take the blame or scolding with a closed heart. It hurts seeing someone you know get angry at you and you don't know how to apologize. Not giving a fuck's just not my type right now.
Sigh. I wish for a world where smiles are genuine.
The peacefulness of my sleep every night depends on the number of smiles I made during the day. Lets go out, have fun and de-stress again Michy.