Fie for Thought
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Lemme show you what happened when boredom/stress/frustration could do to you.
Can you see anything wrong in this picture?? (Hint: Ghostly)
And the sniper awaits his target.
Its really that comfortable.
Leftovers.. AND I MEAN ALL OF 'EM! MUAHAHAHA! *Evil laughs*
"He gets up to sneak up on his victim and... WAH HEAVY HEAVY! AIYAK!!!"
We're getting crazier each day I can tell you that. =)
Can you see anything wrong in this picture?? (Hint: Ghostly)
And the sniper awaits his target.
Its really that comfortable.
Leftovers.. AND I MEAN ALL OF 'EM! MUAHAHAHA! *Evil laughs*
"He gets up to sneak up on his victim and... WAH HEAVY HEAVY! AIYAK!!!"
We're getting crazier each day I can tell you that. =)
Monday, January 28, 2008
Words are no more than just mere illusions and emptiness. They're meaningless without actions. Truth be told not by stories of words, but actions through sacrificial, dedication, motivation. Nevertheless, through greed, selflessness, impulsion.
We are blinded by the words that we and other people portray everyday in our lives. Such words are powerful deceptions that obstruct our thoughts and instinct. Sadly, for most cases, emotions tend to multiply the power of these deception and unintentional lies into our hearts, where it would strike the worst. It is so powerful, that words could change everything that we believe and loved and turn it around. The usage of words and ways of portraying it, can be use as the ultimate weapon of control, or the ultimate medicine of healing.
I've learn and still learning. Learn a lesson that could not be taught, nor can it end. Lessons that have been shown to me, by my own eyes, through actions in reality, in the very world that we live in.
The lesson that I'm learning for a very long time, and more to go; A lesson to understand life and its complexity.
We are blinded by the words that we and other people portray everyday in our lives. Such words are powerful deceptions that obstruct our thoughts and instinct. Sadly, for most cases, emotions tend to multiply the power of these deception and unintentional lies into our hearts, where it would strike the worst. It is so powerful, that words could change everything that we believe and loved and turn it around. The usage of words and ways of portraying it, can be use as the ultimate weapon of control, or the ultimate medicine of healing.
I've learn and still learning. Learn a lesson that could not be taught, nor can it end. Lessons that have been shown to me, by my own eyes, through actions in reality, in the very world that we live in.
The lesson that I'm learning for a very long time, and more to go; A lesson to understand life and its complexity.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Ok i'm too caught up and engrossed with work that I'm starting to forget my promises and my share.
Made a promise to Sebas that we'll go watch Club 8's performance at the Esplanade earlier today and I totally forgot about it. I was completely lost in terms of time and date that I thought today was the 17th or something and that 23rd was next week. Gosh I was so damn blur. Well at least we met up and had dinner at NYDC. Quite some time since we last met and chill.
I've been working for quite sometime and suddenly I realised that I don't have enough money. Was thinking where had the money disappeared to when it struck me. I've been working freelance with my uncle for 2 months plus and have not been paid. 1000 bucks mind you. And this trip to KL next month needs that 1000 bucks. Again, too engrossed.
Oh by the way, this trip to KL, I'm escorted by 5 wonderful Ukraine dancers. How nice. =D
I have a reason to be so engrossed and concentrated about work. Take a look at the pictures and you'll understand.
That's a day's of work.
Cables....
And cables......
And more cables!!!
We call it "Aliens".
And well, that's a day's work. JUST ONE DAY! And we do it for everyday for the next two weeks.
Scary shit eh? Roar. Oh anyway, I'm proud to say that I'm the 1st ever guy to "perform" in Lasalle-sia's theater, by singing a song off tune! =D Had it on video and NO WAY I'm posting it here. Heheeee
Made a promise to Sebas that we'll go watch Club 8's performance at the Esplanade earlier today and I totally forgot about it. I was completely lost in terms of time and date that I thought today was the 17th or something and that 23rd was next week. Gosh I was so damn blur. Well at least we met up and had dinner at NYDC. Quite some time since we last met and chill.
I've been working for quite sometime and suddenly I realised that I don't have enough money. Was thinking where had the money disappeared to when it struck me. I've been working freelance with my uncle for 2 months plus and have not been paid. 1000 bucks mind you. And this trip to KL next month needs that 1000 bucks. Again, too engrossed.
Oh by the way, this trip to KL, I'm escorted by 5 wonderful Ukraine dancers. How nice. =D
I have a reason to be so engrossed and concentrated about work. Take a look at the pictures and you'll understand.
That's a day's of work.
Cables....
And cables......
And more cables!!!
We call it "Aliens".
And well, that's a day's work. JUST ONE DAY! And we do it for everyday for the next two weeks.
Scary shit eh? Roar. Oh anyway, I'm proud to say that I'm the 1st ever guy to "perform" in Lasalle-sia's theater, by singing a song off tune! =D Had it on video and NO WAY I'm posting it here. Heheeee
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Bohemian Rhapsody.
I love this song. Fucking love this song...........
Its a song about AIDS. Meaningful. An ingenious creation of music at its highest quality. Please, do have a listen.
I love this song. Fucking love this song...........
Its a song about AIDS. Meaningful. An ingenious creation of music at its highest quality. Please, do have a listen.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
So many things to do, so little time.
I've been thinking, I've always wonder what is happening with the people that I've lost contact with. From primary school till NS. If I could stop time, I would love to find everyone that I was close with in the past and do some catching up. So many new friends in such a short time, its kinda hard to catch up with the old ones. Heck, I just found out someone whom I was close to last time is getting married soon! I'm getting old.
Well, at least I still look young. Heh. My mum said I looked younger than my younger brother, who's 18. Cool eh? Heh. No wonder I can't get J***'s attention. Damn, I'm into older women. =x Oh well, maybe someone's my age with the same interests would be good. And maybe, just maybe, I find her cute. Or is it just maybe I've something with girls and instruments? Its cool. Oh shattap, Fie. You and your excuses.
Oh and another thing is..... This is an important matter. Recently, a handful of friends started calling me mummy/momi. Though it sounds wrong, I find kinda cute when they go "Momiiiiiiiii =D". So if you can't beat 'em, join 'em. Momi Fie. Very wrong. And while I typed that, my bro gave an irritating laugh in his sleep. I get the point. -.-c
Maybe that's why I have lots of female friends. I've this feminine side of me that could easily goes well with normal girls (I meant girls that are bubbly type, not those classy/bitchy/minah/emo). Actually, I don't really get it why some people couldn't accept it when we get all bubbly and cheery. Say its childish, cheesy, etc. Its good to be happy and smiling, ya?
Hmm. Take a look at what I've just blogged down. I tell you, I have a very fickle thinking. Can't concentrate on thinking about 1 certain subject. It'll flow out of control. Hence, I can't really focus well. Oh well, what to do. At least it helps me to multi-task easily. Heh. Boo Bah
I've been thinking, I've always wonder what is happening with the people that I've lost contact with. From primary school till NS. If I could stop time, I would love to find everyone that I was close with in the past and do some catching up. So many new friends in such a short time, its kinda hard to catch up with the old ones. Heck, I just found out someone whom I was close to last time is getting married soon! I'm getting old.
Well, at least I still look young. Heh. My mum said I looked younger than my younger brother, who's 18. Cool eh? Heh. No wonder I can't get J***'s attention. Damn, I'm into older women. =x Oh well, maybe someone's my age with the same interests would be good. And maybe, just maybe, I find her cute. Or is it just maybe I've something with girls and instruments? Its cool. Oh shattap, Fie. You and your excuses.
Oh and another thing is..... This is an important matter. Recently, a handful of friends started calling me mummy/momi. Though it sounds wrong, I find kinda cute when they go "Momiiiiiiiii =D". So if you can't beat 'em, join 'em. Momi Fie. Very wrong. And while I typed that, my bro gave an irritating laugh in his sleep. I get the point. -.-c
Maybe that's why I have lots of female friends. I've this feminine side of me that could easily goes well with normal girls (I meant girls that are bubbly type, not those classy/bitchy/minah/emo). Actually, I don't really get it why some people couldn't accept it when we get all bubbly and cheery. Say its childish, cheesy, etc. Its good to be happy and smiling, ya?
Hmm. Take a look at what I've just blogged down. I tell you, I have a very fickle thinking. Can't concentrate on thinking about 1 certain subject. It'll flow out of control. Hence, I can't really focus well. Oh well, what to do. At least it helps me to multi-task easily. Heh. Boo Bah
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Been shopping in my own company for the guys. Here are your goodies peeps. Hope I can pass you guys on Saturday's jamming.
Iskhandar's Beta 58A, the best the world could offer.
Wan's AKG 81 cans. Heh
And Yk's connectors. They aren't ordinary connectors, trust me.
I feel like Santa Claus on Saturday, except this Santa accept cash only. Heh.
Iskhandar's Beta 58A, the best the world could offer.
Wan's AKG 81 cans. Heh
And Yk's connectors. They aren't ordinary connectors, trust me.
I feel like Santa Claus on Saturday, except this Santa accept cash only. Heh.
Monday, January 07, 2008
Sunday, January 06, 2008
And they're off back to Manila. The Boss Band, the 1st band that I've ever took care off as an official soundman, went back home after a year playing in Singapore.
Although I've only took care of them for 2 months plus, somehow it makes me so attached to them. I know what they want, what they need every time they perform. A little highs for this singer, cut the high mids on another. Last night was their last night performing. During the last set, they dedicate a list of songs to everyone that they've known, from the staffs there to their closest friend to the regular customers. The last song just brought tears to almost everyone's eyes. Everyone's singing along together. Its their night for once. After the set's ended, the band went around saying their goodbyes and hugs. They're off to Manila on Monday.
Wish them all the best and good luck in their musical carrier. Hopefully we'll meet again in the future. I'm more then glad to be able to take care of the sound for such a talented band and would be more than wiling to do that again. I'll miss you guys.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
I'm sure everyone has this feeling before. Looking from a far at the person you like, and you can't do anything about it. How adorable/cute/sexy/charming/whatever that person is, and all you can do is admire from a far, knowing the cruelty that you can't have him or her.
All the while you do that, at the same time you're actually fighting with yourself to abolish this feeling, this human phenomenon that kept us distracted from our daily lives. The advices that we get from people is to go and give it a try, express your feelings. Yah, that's easy, just need a little courage and push. But rarely do people advice us on the thing that we needed most - the outcome. So we know how to take the 1st step. Although the saying "1st step is the hardest", I take it as an exception that for this matter, the 2nd step is the hardest. Don't you agree?
That is what I think that keeps us back from approaching such a person. Lack of confidence on taking on the 2nd step. Cause of lack of confidence? Its either we don't have experience, we are afraid of the negative outcome or we just don't know what to do. Bleargh.
She's so adorable, so damn cute. So confused and unsure. So bubbly, yet demure.
Its rather weird why I actually fall for you. Ironically, I rather not to.
I'm going against feelings and with logic on this.
I need someone who understands me. You, I'm afraid, would find it hard to do that.
I need someone who could cover me with warmth, a woman's comfort. From the way my friends and I see it, you're still a girl.
Lastly, I need someone who I could share my infinite thoughts with. A thought for you is more than what you could take.
So logically, you're not meant for me. Logically, things won't work out. Logically, I shouldn't even have any feelings for you, I should rather stay away from you.
Somehow, what I'm doing now defies this logic. Humans are damn stubborn and defiant species.
