All the while you do that, at the same time you're actually fighting with yourself to abolish this feeling, this human phenomenon that kept us distracted from our daily lives. The advices that we get from people is to go and give it a try, express your feelings. Yah, that's easy, just need a little courage and push. But rarely do people advice us on the thing that we needed most - the outcome. So we know how to take the 1st step. Although the saying "1st step is the hardest", I take it as an exception that for this matter, the 2nd step is the hardest. Don't you agree?

That is what I think that keeps us back from approaching such a person. Lack of confidence on taking on the 2nd step. Cause of lack of confidence? Its either we don't have experience, we are afraid of the negative outcome or we just don't know what to do. Bleargh.

She's so adorable, so damn cute. So confused and unsure. So bubbly, yet demure. 

Its rather weird why I actually fall for you. Ironically, I rather not to.

I'm going against feelings and with logic on this. 

I need someone who understands me. You, I'm afraid, would find it hard to do that.

I need someone who could cover me with warmth, a woman's comfort. From the way my friends and I see it, you're still a girl.

Lastly, I need someone who I could share my infinite thoughts with. A thought for you is more than what you could take.

So logically, you're not meant for me. Logically, things won't work out. Logically, I shouldn't even have any feelings for you, I should rather stay away from you.

Somehow, what I'm doing now defies this logic. Humans are damn stubborn and defiant species.